The spirit of rally in a musical world

I have always struggled to come to terms with competitions. Surely I like Ralliart a lot and their slogan back then was 'spirit of competition'. That hasn't made competition easier for me to accept nor has weakened my interest in MItsubishi rally cars.

And of course rally in its modern forms is a collection of competitive sports. So I need some figureing out. I need to figure out the reasons for my dislike for competition, my passion for some of those competitive sports, and my lack of passion for some others.